Fork

Okay so i have this ex, She use to be like super awesome and chill and just normal, But now shes all wierd. For a while i kept in contact with her cause i still liked her even tho she did all this crap to me when we were "dating"
Like she screwed with my head so much, it still effects me to this day
Theres allot more to the story and i dont think i care to blog it as of now.
But in short, whenever she talkes to me my first responce is to reply and say hey and what not.
Like i know that sounds stupid that after all shes done to me i still talk to her/wanna be friends with her?
Or do i? I honestly dont know
And my current best friend doesnt like her at all so then again i feel bad for wanting to stay ish friends with her
I just dont know. Why do you do this to me?
You have like freaking voodo powers!
IDONTKNOWWHATTODO! D:
Im at a fork in the road. Should i just totally disown her? Or stay friends with her and what not?
(ive been friends.... Known her for like 3 mabey 4 years)
I know staying friend with her would make me the bigger person (Would it?) I DONT KNOW!
But then again after all shes done i kinda just wanna disown her. Idk. Poop... whatever
I probally will end up bloging the whole "us" story. Just to see if it helps me at all ya know holms?
Okay yea im lame BYE!