Friday, October 22, 2010

Love Sparks

So today ive decided im going to start writing down all my love sparks for that day
10/22/10
Waking up to Caddy spooning with me.
Waking up again to Ian watching Beatles interviews and Caddy playing Megaman.
Seeing how my tye dye shirts came out.
Ian giving me and apple.
Searching for a open donut shop.
Giving up and going to QT at 2:40 for donuts.
Brooklyn randomly showing up at my house.
Seeing Brooklyn's "Now thats a cool story Bro" Tumblr post.
Driving to Pei Wei.
Almost killing everyone in the car.
Playing Pokemon again.
Long phone call with Brooklyn.
Reading Ians blog.

Okay so im stuck

Okay, so see i want a banjo cause i really want to learn it and im super excited and stuff.
So i get my banjo and instantly start learning "For the Widows in Paradise" And i lean/pratice that for a week or so
Then i get where i can play that song pretty easly, Now what?
Im stuck. Ive started dabbling in learning cripple creak and in my mind i have two thing going through it.
A. This is a clasic banjo song and ill learn it and it will be super cool and it'll help me allot to know it
and then..
B. Okay why am i learning this, its an old banjo song that isnt the style i want to play at all. This seems pointless
So i dont know what to do. I want to learn songs, But i cant learn by ear like Ian
I want to make stuff up, But im not good enough and have no idea what im doing
I dont know what to do, this probally sounds stupid but it bugs me. Allot
I just wish i knew what to pratice, or it was easyer to find stuff for banjo online
Like i ask Ian what to pratice he says chords, so i pratice chords and swiching them and what not but i wanna learn how to PLAY
I ask London where to look, and he says Youtube. IVE SEARCHED THERE SO MUCH AND ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND ANYTHING!!
Mabey im just getting ahead of myself and wanting to be good at banjo without the pratice.
Like i know Ian isnt as good as he is today from not praticing, but im just saying its frustating
I cant find anything online to pratice from or if i do it takes me hours to find then its to late or i dont have the time anymore to learn it
It just kinda sucks.


I alwayse seem to blog when im depresed or in a muff

So today

Today is just one of the day where i want to sit in my bed, and cry